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Tuesday, March 31, 2009;

Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go.

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go.

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you... go

goodbye ; 3/31/2009 04:17:00 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009;

PEOPLE.

I JUST BOUGHT SMTH FROM THIS BLOGSHOP.
opened by my friend!

SHE GAVE ME DISCOUNT!

hover over the "she gave me discount!"

it was super cute.
thinking of buying others also, but currently onli one left.
=(

shit, i think i might start getting addicted to online shopping.
SAVE MONEYYYY.

but this person here is super good.
help me do everything.
i no nid to do bank transfer, email and so on.

just meet, and pay!
and SHE GAVE ME DISCOUNT.
I THINK I AI SI TA LE.

it's cute okay. =x

goodbye ; 3/22/2009 03:03:00 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009;

Daniel Powter - Best of Me

I was made the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
'cause i won't stay too long

Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
'cause i don't feel too strong

Was it something that i said
Was it something that i did
Or the combination of both that did me in

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say

You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me

And i hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
But the hope still stands beside you
Living in every moment
Have i wasted all your time

Was there something that i said
Was there something that i did
Or the combination of both that did me in

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say

You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me

And i hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say

You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me

And i hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

goodbye ; 3/21/2009 01:28:00 AM

Friday, March 20, 2009;

and OH YA.
i got muscle aches.

2 WHOLE ARMS.
from the shoulders!
too much wii the previous day.
or was it 2 days ago now?

but it was superr fun.
shall go again another day.

ARE U IN FOR THE CHALLENGE, U LACKY LITTLE BRATS?!
I SHALL DEFEAT ALL OF U.

goodbye ; 3/20/2009 04:50:00 AM

;

here's another even-the-ice-prince-will-also-cry show.
lump of sugar.

ok i know the english name sounds really dumb.
there's a better chinese title for it.
but don't judge a film by it's title kay.

i really think it's vvvv nice.
i'm not trying to convince anyone though.
but it's nice.

damn, i think i still love animals.
didn't think i'd actually cry like that ever since..
..ok i dun wanna talk about that matter anymore.
but yeah, i cried like shit.

the one above is the mother of this young horse below.
hey, i'm saying the HORSE is the mother k.

i think this girl is really super kind.
i like her character.

and this thunder's personality..
i think it's really....
...i can't find the words.

damn i feel slpy after crying.

ps: oh ya, and i think i secretly hate this film, it made me cried one litre of tears and yet i still love it so much. don't watch it ppl. OHHH I LOVE YOU THUNDERR.

goodbye ; 3/20/2009 04:05:00 AM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009;

went to attend a full attendance class today.
module: Dlacky

like F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.

yea yea.
went to take neos again.
had memories of retarded secondary neoprints craze.
have loads of them lohh.

and kok and cy brought back presents from hk!
i think i love them.
<3

the watch i think is really really nice.
the lao po bing is really really delicious.
the sweets is really really...sweet.

AND I THINK I'M BROKE.

and i think from now on i'm gonna start complaining ALL OVER AGAIN about me being fat.
at least i'm not just sitting here and complain k.
going gym!

goodbye ; 3/18/2009 11:58:00 PM

;

dear gladys, i think ur friends quotes cheered my day~

i think u're the best..
..for today only.
haha no la joking =P

thanks to your "moral of the story"ss

"Friends laugh at your silliest jokes, put up with your worst moods, go along with your craziest ideas, & still see the best in you."

"True friends are those that are aware of how stupid you are, have experienced it first hand, and still choose to be seen with you in public."

"Only best friends tell each other useless information."

"A friend is someone you tell your stories to, a best friends was in all those stories."

when i felt lonely, and ppl just ain't free to be there to listen to u rant..
these cheered me up ((:
thanks darling!
you helped me without saying a word.

you stupid happy pill. <3

goodbye ; 3/18/2009 02:41:00 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009;

i want to learn how to drive!
i want to learn the theory!

seems fun uh.

I WILL PASS IN ONE GO!
though i don't know if when i'm on the road i'll get nervous not..

and den maybe i can learn bike..
though my mom don't allow.
BUT I'M NOT SAYING IT'LL BE MY FORM OF TRANSPORT!
at least car will have a shelter if it's raining..
and i don't wan to be reaching my destination soaked like nobody's business.

but it's always good to be prepared!
just in case u see.
maybe one day i'll be in some dangerous situation that'll require me to hijack some ppl's bike to escape..

LOLS.
$2000++
the fee for learning how to drive.

*die flat on the face*

and then jap class..
$190 for beginner

*die flat on my tummy*

but i'll be able to speak so many languages!
okok, maybe just 3 official languages + 2 dialects. PRO.

and dancing class with jadeee~
$36 - $45 per 3 lessons.

*die with negative figures in my bank*

yea i shd work. work work.
I SHD FIGHT FOR MY SHEDULE.

ps: what's with my sudden enthusiasm for learning things. :D it's just me!

goodbye ; 3/17/2009 02:36:00 AM

;

I've been thinking bout this for months.
I've been saying it.
But all i do is to sit there and complain.

I never liked changes.
cos i'm lazy to adapt.

but it's really time for a change.
i need a more exciting life.
but what life can be exciting when u're penniless?

i want a change in everything!
save save save.

shall leave it as boring first.
earn money.
money money in the bank.
must have wonderful, exciting, beautiful figures in my bank account first.

B-O-R-I-N-G.

i think i need some scoldings.
time for some self-reflection.
woo. sound so jian kang.

goodbye ; 3/17/2009 12:11:00 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009;

sucks.

i'm so damn broke.
okok i know, after for so long i've not been updating..
and when i'm back i complain.
yupyup.

BUT IT SUCKS.
...big time.

staying at home only help to shape this alrdy round tummy of mine into a ROUNDER one.
need to stay healthy huhh.

but well, on a side note, i still love myself.
i think i'm soooo gdlooking.
nono, it's not a form of consolation.
i am THAT self-obsessed..
...
...maybe not.

and i shall "copy" my darling friend and put a "moral" of the story below.

"My lecturer thought me never, never to ASSUME. Because it makes an ASS out of U and ME."

goodbye ; 3/13/2009 09:18:00 AM