this is my goodbye

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Sunday, April 29, 2007;

i saw the 'building of WTC memorial' headlines on yahoo..and since i had nothing to do, i went to see..and then these pictures..

a drawing of one person plummeting down during the disaster.

a nice pic?

the memorial light tribute..

sad~

haiz..if i'm allowed to choose a way to die, maybe just let me slp to death..
i strongly ANTI-drowning.
watever methods, no drowning.
luckily i know how to swim, but better not kana any disaster like poseidon.
after tat movie, i have this thing about ships and cruises..
i dun wanna go on cruise anymore..-.-''
i hate the feeling tat u're out of air..
i prefer much to be shot to death, or rather..pain to death..
but no jumping from buildings too~
cuz.. die until so ugly!!
with all the eyeballs and brains splattered all around.. eeeww..

but anyway, this is not a suicide letter.
muahhahaa..

and i'm definitely dumb..
i feel so bottled up.
going crazy soon.

goodbye ; 4/29/2007 11:00:00 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007;

i've lived the life of a stupid muggler today..
this sucks.
woke up at 9am tis morning just to prepare for the tuition.
2hrs.. of amaths realli can die.

I WENT HOME.
I ACTUALLI WENT HOME.
miracle..
studied from 2 plus till 8.23pm..
how fulfilled my life is for today.
i'm holy~

but the more i study, the more down i'm feeling.
damn tat bloody emo.
i'm starting to feel tat i'm not at all important.. zzz
maybe tat's true..
watever.
=(

p/s: sorry eh kok, cy.. sry to sms u all tat i want to go out.. den in the end left u both.. hmm sorry ):

goodbye ; 4/28/2007 09:42:00 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007;

went to bishan today.
BUT I HAD TO MEET JOANNE FIRST.
TAT'S SOOOOO UNFORTUNATE.. cuz i'd be bullied.
DAMN. tat rude little kid.

she just wouldn't pass me her file. and she simply don't wanna lend me her newspaper! NO WONDER WHOLE BODY THE STINK OF FISH. u fishmonger..

we reached bishan!
tell u ppl a secret, maybe u're gonna exclaim out LOUD when u read tis.. but it's the fact..
LN'S THE FIRST TO REACH.
ok done, nothing else.

and we found the lost cow at the fruits stall - apple shop.
she put on makeup today.. so i made a conjuction tat she went to meet her bf today, of cuz they had broken up.. yeap, the guy's the person who said he wanted to break up.
LN'S DUMPED.
muahahaha.. and we proceeded to arcade!
i entered a box with ln and koky and played tis dumb game with spiders, mosquitoes, and red insects running towards me. wat i had is onli a stupid, slow-reacting machine gun. of cuz i died, the game is boring.
and when i tried to get out, i tripped.
damn. joannER saw.
she LAUGHED. damn.
oh ya, talking bout tripping, we saw a blue, fat-bulging lady TRIPPED.
and the first reaction?
we (ln, n me) burst into fits of giggles.

and next, we were stuck. again.
about food.
after a long list, decided on MOS.
lazy to blog about the process, but anyway, ln created a song for pastamania. dun worry peeps, it's not at all musical, sound more like nagging.

well, mos is where the fun part begins.
i sat down..and the chair moved.
and joanne KOK just can't stop laughing.
and then order time, i'm placing their orders..

CY: ebi rice burger.
Me: alright, upsize?
Cy: nope.
Me: what about ur drinks?
Cy: ice tea.
Me: huh ice tea or ice MILK tea?
Cy: ice tea.
Me: orh.. kk.. u leh? (turns to kok)
Kok: same lo.
Me: ok, so 2 sets of ebi rice.
Ln: nono change to 3.
Me: WHAT U WANT..???
Ln, cy, kok: *fits of laughter* ???
Me: oh! no, dun wan, u order urself. *and walks away*
Ln: ...................

zzz...started to crap, and i noticed ln had a special eating way.
i demonstrated it to her..
and that's when i learnt to know tat rice do fly.
LN CAN'T STOP KICKING ME UNDER THE TABLE.
keep ur leg to urself sucker.
haiz.. so lazy to elaborate leh.. too many craps tat i simply can't rmb.
look at the photos urself~

and den we got out.
and started to zi lian!
v gd.. so long didn't take photos.
but, they complained tat mi phototaking skill sucked.
shit~!!

the discussion of the burger.

''who?! who?! tell me!!''

focus HERE. tat bimbo face.

normal. abnormal. bimbo. KIDdo.

MAO (fur) MEN 3 REN ZHU!!

primary blackies.......

.......with extra milk.

they can't stand me anymore.

and after tis, we went to 7 eleven..(i said it was s11 before, how cute of me). Me, joanne, joannER went in, with cy standing outside playing with the condensation on the glass door. the black auntie scolded and stared at her.. but CY IGNORED! omg.. mi idol~ weeeee..

goodbye ; 4/24/2007 09:03:00 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007;

woke up this morning in sweat..
suffered SEVERE diarrheoa syndrome..
i had no medicine for the relief of my cute little abdomen.. and have to endure it thru the day, till now, it's still feeling weird.
YES.
AT LAST I'M GONNA START STUDYING.
OH YEAH.
tmr.. hehe..
i was asked to blog.
i didn't wan to..
cuz i didn't have anything to write.
BORING~
i dun wan be boring.. so i chose to be quiet~
and i was scolded!

shit~!
aiseh~!!

goodbye ; 4/20/2007 10:15:00 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007;

haha. laughter is the best medicine~
this video is definitely stupid..
sort of the 'no pork at all' part 2.. the same guy go pranking again.. tis time the kopikia from no.1 kopitiam.. lol..
watch for urself~
hokkien all the way~
ln, heni - sad if u dun understand! hahaha..

hahaha.. i like the best part..
Guy: yi eh tealeaf si mng si cameron highland import eh huh (the tealeaf cameron highland import one not?)
Uncle: teh dio si teh lo!! ga li gong liao li gor meng..(tea means tea la! tell u already still ask..)

HAHAHAH.. oh my~

goodbye ; 4/16/2007 02:52:00 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007;

i don't know what am i thinking now..
locked myself up in my room for an hour or so tis morning..
yes, i'm playing truant..
i admit tat i'm wrong bout tat..
and i don't mind u scolding me about tat..
but at least don't anyhow put the blame on others. or at least find the root of the prob before u shoot any shits u think of me out of ur fcking mouth.
i'm not wat u think i am.

adults just simply put their thinkings on their child without asking.
no, not my mother of cuz..
i know they do it out of concern, but do it the right way, not every kid accepts ur way of education n concern. not tat i didn't say out, just tat u r too stubborn..

i realised i'm a coward and tat i'm running away.
althou i'm realli afraid tat another year would be wasted.. if tat's so, i dun think i can take the blow.. and i'm still not facing the prob.. lol.. how ironic.
not tat i hate tis class.
rather i hate the feeling when i'm in school.
maybe i hated myself for being so incompetent..

haiz.. stupid.
from now on i'm going to go school everyday.
although i don't know if i can do it.
hehe..

tired..
afraid..
alone..

if onli i had a pet.. all mi troubles would be goneeeee~~~~
GONE~~~!!

goodbye ; 4/11/2007 08:21:00 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007;

today woke up at 12 plus to go make my specs at hougang point..
was feeling down at first de.. cuz of some things..
so went to amk hub with my mom to shop for her shorts..
get onli one after 4 hrs..
SO LI HAI!!
at least she got one.. hmpf!
met aunty macy and her two daughters there.. waaa.. valerie realli grow alot, sec 2 onli quite tall le la.. althou her face didn't change, but more pretty le lo.. and tat sister, charmaine, CUTE.

hahah.. den went home to watch discs..
DEVIL'S DISCIPLE IS NICE!!
huang zhong ze.. god, dunno his eng name, cute guy(:
got a nice gf - hu xing er too! haha..

and den.. got very high and happy after somethings~
hehehe..

goodbye ; 4/07/2007 09:29:00 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007;

IPOD VIDEO 30GB BRAND NEW IN BOX!

- 1 year international warranty
- free engravement
- free applecreative joint speaker [for first 4 orders] worth S$180
- choice of white or black

*STILL SEALED!*

S$375! nego for fast deal

meetups preferred for this in case it gets damage during postage.

as requested, mi blog is used for ADVERTISING.
i thought it's supposed to be MY DIARY.
not an advertising company.. anyway, i'm kind..

ps, if anyone were to be interested in this INTERESTING offer, tag pls^^ thanks~

goodbye ; 4/03/2007 11:04:00 PM

;

remembered the day i ponned bio lessons and sat out with mi classmates.. and that pathetic botak principal walked towards us.. in order to entertain him, i told him tat we're revising.. and when he was about to leave i shouted to him:"I BELIEVE, THEREFORE I AM." with tat confident hand gesture. he seemed pleased with himself.. and i can tolerate no more n laughed.. haiz.. how cute of me..

i'm baffled.
seriously baffled.. feeling EXTRAordinarily curious tis few days..
i'm full of qns.. i'm TROUBLED.
lol.. i've realised alot more things about tis world..
and rather have looked at it at a different perspective..
althou i still believed tat life sucks.. muahahaha..
maybe it wouldn't suck so much after sec sch ends(:
HOPEFULLY.

and when i deal with animals..
i'm gonna be so engrossed hehe.. wonder if i could ever get in tat bloody course.. WHO SAYS U NEED EDUCATION TO BE A VET? experience is more important~~
but i'm still interested in knowing more bout them..
AAAAAAAA~!!

and to people who tried to manipulate mi life, or even tried to threaten/take control of me, u'd better rid that dumb idea off ur mind.. cuz i'm gonna GET U!
i'm out there~
i'm crawling, creeping around one corner watching u!!
muahahahaa.. jus like a stalker~

BUT LIFE SUCKS!!!!
I HATE GOING SCHOOL..
WHY IS IT A MUST TO GO SCHOOL.
SUCKS SUCKS.
:@

goodbye ; 4/03/2007 07:35:00 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007;

laoni the stupid cow made me prepare till so nice-smelling, good-looking, neat and tidy..
and she sms me and say ''eh..i'm tired eh..u mind if change to tomorrow?''
ln u suck la!
tell me earlier ma.. and u're realli a pig..
nvm~ i've no money either..
shall save it for the collection of my blazier next wk..

tmr is sch day again.
IT SUCKS.
SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME, SMALL TIME, ALL TIMES.
of cuz, with me inside.. it doesn't suck as much..
and i've not started studying yet.
I SUCK.

goodbye ; 4/01/2007 06:49:00 PM