this is my goodbye

updates

Sunday, December 30, 2007;

at last, my psp problems are settled!
the prob lies in the memory stick~

haha.
gd. and i'm OFFICIALLY SICK.
aaaaa.
fever + cough + flu + sore throat
feeling dizzy right now.
and the head feels so heavy.

I JUST FINISHED BATHING!
i'm feeling so fresh and nice-smelling now.
anyway, bathe or not, i smell nice.

2 more days to a whole new year.
how will it go?
yawns.
i'm feeling so old now.

说你爱我说你要我说你永远不离开我
我承认此刻的我懦弱
说你爱我说你要我说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法再爱...爱我吗
你难道无法爱...爱我吗

如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中又舍不得
看着你要走还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远
看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩视沉默我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不再而我何时才清醒

goodbye ; 12/30/2007 09:44:00 PM

Saturday, December 29, 2007;

I'M HOME LOYAL READERS!

i miss singapore man.
and i'm currently waiting for the photos from tat ultimate E cup woman.
will edit this post de~

lala~ i'm home~

ps: eh. i'm really sick le lo. as i promised! come back will fall sick!! hahahaha~~

goodbye ; 12/29/2007 09:31:00 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007;

tmr.
leaving for batam.
3 days 2 nights.
MAYBE I WON'T BE ABLE TO MAKE IT BACK HERE.
dun miss me if tat happens.

i shall write my will here.
i wish to pass on my assets to dlacky.
my bitbit to joanne.
my one dollar coin to annis.
my psp to my grave.
my clothes to be burnt to me.
etc...
etc...

dumb cow tell me she going there oso.
dun.believe.her.

FOREVER BLUFFING ME.
cheating like nobody's business.
and lying like she has never lied before.

i don't know bout my mood now.
to be happy, or to be sad.
haha. going crazy!

goodbye ; 12/26/2007 09:01:00 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007;

BOUGHT.
BOUGHT.

HAHAHAHA!!
8-in-1 for $420.

includes what huh..forgot.
i think includes..
- strap
- crystal case
- that protective cover
- another protective cover
- 4gb mem card
- usb cable
- the cable to connect to tv
- hmm..DUNO.

anyway, saw kok and her mom.
GOSH KOK.
HOW COME UR MOM PRETTIER THAN U LE?!
u ah.
*shakes head*
growing older and older.

waseh damn tired today.
went chalet the previous day.
and there's this..mom's fren's fren.
SHE'S AN ASS.

wt the fuck is wrong with her..
trying to boss around.
WHEN THE CHALET IS not even HERS.
boss wat boss.
not only me not shiok her.
my mom. jade. me. jade's mom. jade's mom's fren.
ALL.BU.SHUANG.LAH.

kao.
nv disliked someone so much before at first impression.
sucks.

and my aunt told me, when u're angry..
if u blow into a paper bag, the air in the paper bag is poisonous enough to kill a guinea pig.
seh.
i ALWAYS get angry with poor services.

U PPL ARE FKING GETING THE 10% SERVICE CHARGE.
dun make us pay for nothing can.
wtf.
i think next time go restaurant..
if i ordered a steak, i'll MAKE them cut for me.

think what.
WAITING TIME IS PART OF THE FREAKING SERVICE.
if the kitchen is at fault.
for god's sake EMPLOY MORE CHEFS.

dun do things like a slowpoke when there's a long queue infront of you.
unless you're blind.
and for your information, if u're freaking blind,
QUIT TIS JOB.

dun talk back to customers when u're AT FAULT.
no matter what happen, customers are always right.
cuz they PAY or BUY YOUR THINGS.

i worked as promoter.
some freaking customers, when i talk to them..
dun even bother to turn their head.
i think they fractured their neck or smth.
and i look like i'm talking to the shelf.
or maybe some ghost fren of theirs.
but i also never scold them back wt.

SO WT'S WITH UR FREAKING ATTITUDE.
and can't u even smile when someone entered ur shop,
not like u're not free to smile.
there's not even ONE SINGLE FLY in the shop.

WHAT'S WITH THE SERVICE NOWADAYS.
I'M FREAKING GONNA COMPLAIN U PPL.
:@:@:@:@:

goodbye ; 12/21/2007 09:58:00 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007;

i've been finding for the damn whole nite.
and freaking hell, in the end ln told me she have.

HAHAHAHA THANKS COW.
ty!!!
TY SIA.

Alvin and the Chipmunks
- witch doctor
- funky town
- bad day

damn.
LOUSY SI LE.

nvm. i will NOT give up.
hahaha.
off to chalet later.

and while supper-ing with my mom and gang,
we overheard two aunties whispering.

"eh, that one not tat luo zhi xiang meh?"
"si mi si luo zhi xiang?" (what is luo zhi xiang)
"neh, tat xiao zhu la."
"HUH? dor lor? (where?)"
*points to me* "na ge lo."
"eh. hao xiang shi leh."
"hmm. but wu ah neh eh meh?" (got so short meh?)
"hmm but hen xiang leh."

TA MA DE.
I WAS ABOUT TO BOAST I LOOK LIKE HIM.
AND THEY SAID I'M SHORT.
~~FUCK~~

WHOSE GONNA PLAY STRETCHING WITH ME?!
come on.
2 more months!!!
damn.

hahahaa!!
omg. theodore they all got sing others too!
DAMN CUTE.

goodbye ; 12/20/2007 03:43:00 AM

Monday, December 17, 2007;

i just feel that i'm gonna fall sick soon.
real soon.

my back hurts.
and somewhere beside the stomach hurts.
cancer?
HA!

choi choi.
and i'm haunted by soyabean.
i smelt soyamilk quite often today.
and it's so impossible to find soyamilk in the middle of funan.

TELL ME, AM I HAUNTED BY THE BEANS?
TELL ME, ARE THEY ANGRY TAT I SOLD THEM OFF?!
ARE THEY SENDING A MSG TO SCOLD ME TAT I'M A TRAITOR?
~~or they just missed me.~~

damn.
CHRISTMAS!!

aaa!!
i'm broke for christmas.
tell u wat.
i'm gonna start saving now for nxt yr's christmas.

goodbye ; 12/17/2007 11:34:00 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007;

Welcome ladys and gentlemen, let's put ur hands together to welcome the antique little desktop on stage! Let's celebrate it's revival today! Toast ppl!

Today's work aint tat bad afterall.
some not bad looking kl staff talked to me.
doesn't matter. he's short.

and talking bout heights.
GOSH!
WAT'S HAPPENING TO GIANT?!
ain't giant staffs supposed to be gigantic?!
why are they ALL so mini?!
especially the guys.
man.

especially when u look at them packing stocks.
and tat they have to stand on two plastic boxes to reach the top shelf.
it's tough to hold back...u noe wt i'm talking about.

***

WRONG! NOT SEX DESIRE.
but the laughter!

hahaha. kk one shall not be tat bad.
tmr's another sucking day.
my mom said my pay MUST use to buy psp.
=(

i still owe pok a treat to san dong liang jian.
NVM.
i shall treat her then say.

i still owe my darlings presents.
NVM.
buy psp den say.

LOL!!!!!!
omg i'm so damn cute.

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i like this one.

俗语说:

你只需要花一分钟注意到一个人

一小时内变成朋友

一天让你爱上他

一但真心爱上...

你却需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘，直至喝下那孟婆汤...

goodbye ; 12/14/2007 11:00:00 PM

Saturday, December 08, 2007;

SUCKS.
THE MOMENT I REACH TAT FUCKING GIANT.

this fucking manager whose supposed to tell me EVERYTHING.
asked me to..

"zi ji qu zao"

without even looking at me.
HULLO.
what's wrong with just putting on a fucking smile on ur fucking face!?

SHIT-FACED.
sucker.
if u're a manager, LIKE THIS.
i can be PRESIDENT OF THE FUCKING GIANT COMPANY.
idiot.

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE U.
STILL ACTUALLI DARED TO TALK TO ME.
I IGNORED U OF CUZ.
HA!

fuck fuck..
i have to see those ppl's lian se.
i'm ok with those customers but wt's with those counter ppl!?
SMILING WON'T DIE U NOE.

and since somebody is asking me,
i shall tell her tat my break time is..
ermm...30 mins in the noon
1hr for dinner.

and ok, today i'm not happy.
i almost jogged the whole section.
i'm TAT bored.
the counter have NObody.
actualli have la.
ONEbody.

sucks.
sucks.
and kok said:''walao, one body? dead one ah"

i have no replies for tat retarded KID.

i FEEL LIKE SHIT and i dun wan to go there anymore.
6 more days.

tmr.
sun.
thurs.
fri.
sat.
sun.

8hrs x 6 = 48hrs.
2880 mins.
17280 seconds more to my freedom from tat jail.

48 more hrs to see that manager's BLACK FACE.
he must SEE and LOOK over every second.
which means he kept staring at me.
omg, i'm just too *ahem*

ps: i'm at suri's hse now. (kok)

goodbye ; 12/08/2007 12:26:00 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

to..

JOANNE KOK YAN PENG.
17 YEARS. 0 MONTHS. 28 MINS. ?? SECS.
ps: my clock not so xian jing, dunno seconds.

si ben dan.
pls dun act like a kid anymore ok.
17 ALREADY for goodness sake.

but i know la, u didn't wan it too..
i think u're not acting, u just look so.
HAHA.

and how many times did i wished u?
friendster.
message.
msn.
in person. (?)
here.

waseh.
i'm such a gd fren.
muacks. i love myself.

ii lurrb miie!

goodbye ; 12/07/2007 12:27:00 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007;

i bet u ppl miss me.

i've not blog again.
BUT I'M SICK U NOE.
and i woke up today so early when i slept at 8am in the morning just now.
just for someone.
u'd better feel loved.

oh ya.
I'VE FOUND A JOB.
a job a job~
lalaa..$50 per day for 6 plus hrs.

I'M GREAT!
promoting soyabean.
LOL!
please rmb to buy soyabean from me ok =DD

dou nai~
come on ppl, beans are gd for health.
the taste is better than milk.
best drank cold.
yes..support soya bean forever!!

~~ps: actually not forever. just for the period i'm working ok? shhhh..=X~~

AAAA!!
stupid joanna bluff me.

~~FUCKER~~

=(

goodbye ; 12/05/2007 04:56:00 PM