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Saturday, October 20, 2007;
my sleeping time: 3am - 8pm.total snoozing hrs: 17 hrs.i'm officially promoted to a rank higher than koky the pig. ^^vand i'm still studying now!can die lahh..later 10am still got physics tuition.nxt wk is officially the O's, and i just started today..hmm now den i realise..that ppl study for their o's one month or months before..while i study one wk before.....HOW LAST MINUTE!while having a break now, i'm listening to mi mom talking on the phone.with my step mom.she's so agitated..talking about something, chicken here and there de.i'm realli starting to wonder..how many more ppl he wants to hurt.he chose her over me and mi mom, mi mom let him be.believing tat he'd be happy, believing tat it'd be his last.now tat he have another daughter, he's at it again.and this time, with a ....prost.wth. i dun care if he's going to have aids man.serves him right.but the prob is, after hurting 2 ppl, it ain't enough?i realli dun wish for mi sis to walk mi path man.she's onli 5 yrs old -.-''and i guess she realli love him more than i do.i dunno wen she's older, and when she's more matured..can she accept the fact tat......i'm her sister (step)....her father (which she loves so much), a jerk....her family is the third party.not that i'm emphasizing this but..if i'm in her shoes, i dun think i can accept it.i don't wish for her to walk mi path of depression -.-''i dunno hw is she gonna take this in.if nxt time she hates me..dunno how would i react oso.damn him la.he think he's wei xiao bao or wt.having 7 wives.this is singapore la wake up man, go fuck a lamp post if u just can't hold back ur desire for sex.out of everything, u let a woman of THAT quality to control u.u choose a woman of THAT quality over ur family.over the family u chose to be with in the first place.how old are u already?still so horny.fuck the pillow la.wake up, will u?!if he is regretful, it's still okay..but the prob is, he doesn't feel tat he's wrong.i realli feel like laughing.ain't a father supposed to be the role model?wt kind of horny model is tis?i seriously felt ashamed tat i'm his kid.
i already dun feel like bothering things tat has anything to do with him.
as long as he doesn't hurt mi sister or mi mom.
and mi mom is telling me,or else talking so loud over the phone tat i've no choice but to overheard the conversation.
sian a.
man like him seriously stinks.
man stinks.
suckers.
goodbye ; 10/20/2007 02:51:00 AM
