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Sunday, July 29, 2007;
although i'm feeling so down and affected by this matter..i have to actually act like i know nothing. just to prevent further misunderstandings within my family.it's tough.having to put on a fake smile with him.but still, there ain't a choice for me.we're not a rich family.u already have 2 families to take care of..and u know that there's such a big pile of bills unpaid..ni wei le zi ji kai xin, bu guan wo men de si huo?
fck you.and i believed ur rubbish - tat business is bad.great.now some stupid, irresponsible ppl say they didn't need part-timers..meant mi mom's losing her job soon. idiot. fancy finding excuse to kick mi mom away for some things she didn't do at all.and..and i'm actualli facing the possibility that i might not have a hse to stay in.soon.just feel like a fool.being cheated.to believe in something/someone wholeheartedly..and then to realise u're jus being kept in the dark/used/cheated..realli..this feeling realli sucks.maybe i'm too naive.time to learn to be more..cold.ps: to certain ppl..thanks for caring n worrying for me. but i guess there's nothin i can feel happy over..and mayb i wan to be alone? i dun wish to exactly say out wat happened. i'd say if i wan to..so mayb..i'd appreciate if u don't remind me of the matter..sorry for sounding harsh.
pps: anyone have a job, WHICH DOES NOT require me to wear skirts, or to wear make up, i'm willing to do. REALLY.
ppps: jadeeeeeeeeee. JADEEEEE. WHERE R UUUU. i'm hating dis. damn it. *keep secret bout these posts.dun wan them worry.*
pppps: DLACKY..GO OUT LEH.
goodbye ; 7/29/2007 10:07:00 PM
