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Wednesday, April 11, 2007;
i don't know what am i thinking now..locked myself up in my room for an hour or so tis morning..yes, i'm playing truant..i admit tat i'm wrong bout tat..and i don't mind u scolding me about tat..but at least don't anyhow put the blame on others. or at least find the root of the prob before u shoot any shits u think of me out of ur fcking mouth.i'm not wat u think i am.adults just simply put their thinkings on their child without asking.no, not my mother of cuz..i know they do it out of concern, but do it the right way, not every kid accepts ur way of education n concern. not tat i didn't say out, just tat u r too stubborn..i realised i'm a coward and tat i'm running away.althou i'm realli afraid tat another year would be wasted.. if tat's so, i dun think i can take the blow.. and i'm still not facing the prob.. lol.. how ironic.not tat i hate tis class.rather i hate the feeling when i'm in school.maybe i hated myself for being so incompetent..haiz.. stupid.from now on i'm going to go school everyday.although i don't know if i can do it.hehe..tired..afraid..alone..if onli i had a pet.. all mi troubles would be goneeeee~~~~GONE~~~!!
goodbye ; 4/11/2007 08:21:00 PM
