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Sunday, March 18, 2007;
tomorrow. school reopens. i'd better start focusing on those damned books.. damned O levels.. just to try my best to get in to the damned veterinarian course in tat stupid old damned building.. when i initially went to find out about it, the intake is 30 and the points is 13 points. NOW IT'S 10. bloody hell 10!! all jc students come and snatch from us.. idiotsss..anyway, was feeling rather emotional the previous day and i cried myself all the way till 5am to slp.. reason being >> I DON'T WAN MY MOTHER TO DIE. lol!! don't ask me why suddenly i think of these things.. cuz it's for nothing, but i seriously cannot imagine how am i gonna live on without her naggings in this dark, lonely and quiet house. and while crying, my mind floated off to something else.. do the things NOW while u still have the chance.. or u'll regret..lol.. den i tot of if the doctor were to announce tat my life is left with onli a few weeks or months.. what am i gonna do? i guess i'd have alot of things in my life tat i wished so much to do but it's not done yet.. leaving tis dumb world with regrets.. -.o'' yeah, i can realli think alot.. but i still don't know how to treasure time.. haha.. cuz i'm a born slacker.. TIS IS A TALENT OK?!and to hell to bloody guys.i'm not saying ALL.but those that toy with feelings.. or rather don't know how to treasure.to hell to 3rd parties too.if it ain't urs, turn around gracefully and walk away.there's no point on leeching up to a guy tat's attached.it onli proves u have NO character at all.why the hell it's a MUST tat he must be the one?is ur eyes full of shit?!?!?!THERE'RE BILLIONS OF PPL OUT THERE.althou i've let it go.but don't take it FOR GRANTED.fcking hell spoil ppl's family.and u BLOODY HELL THINK U'RE THE BOSS.STFU.
goodbye ; 3/18/2007 09:27:00 PM
