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Tuesday, March 20, 2007;
feeling damn blue right now, the mood has been the same thruout the whole day.. cried till 2am plus the previous day.. the tears just, non-stop jus keep flowing out like the tap has been forgotten to turn off.. woke up tis morning and my eyes was so puffy and red.. damned..went to sch, have been so retardedly noisy today.. guess to distract myself ba? den one fren of mine said.. 'you today so noisy, is it wan to hide sth huh?' walao she damn zhun lo.. plus today's newspaper on the main page write big big ''BEING EMO IS A FASHION NOWADAYS''.. zzztoday's phy at the LT, and free period cuz the stupid farid discipline case.. koky sms me say wanna pass me bk den go le.. den i say nvm.. cuz onli for awhile n i wanted to slp.. so after phy immediately went out.. at first decided wanna go home de.. den xinni oso pon, so she pull me go eat.. so i ate maggie mee at 7-eleven.. den nis called me n ask if i wanna go heartland meet up.. she sounding so fragile in the voice, like controlling her tears or watever haha.. so i went to heartland n waited for her, called her she didn't pick up, sms oso didn't reply.. so i bought a comic n waited lo.. den around half hr or wat i called her, den meet at the yellow shop there outside de bench..she came, sat down n den started sobbing.. zzz looking at her cry, i almost broke dwn too.. but managed to control thou.. haha.. cuz so many other students looking over.. they looked at me as thou i made her cry so ps.. den sat dwn there for dunno how long.. think for close to half n hr.. n went to pizza hut.. cuz nis say, emo must eat!!feeling rather guilty today -.o''den cuz nis abit kee siao so i said she very ke lian.. haha..went home on bus i fell aslp.. so tired..almost overstop.. haiz feeling emo again..but the tears is stuck.. althou hurt, but tired too..haiz..
goodbye ; 3/20/2007 12:50:00 AM
