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Tuesday, February 27, 2007;
shd i be thankful to god tat i've overcame depression..
or shd i be angry about god tat I'VE GOT depression??
maybe, i shd be thankful to god tat i've GOT depression.. haha =)
hmm after getting tat stupid sickness, i've come to learnt n realise many things.
such as, learnt to let go of things more easily..
learning the importance of time (althou i still didn't use my time wisely)..
came to realise tat the world will never wait for u regardless of watever reasons u have,
and lastly of cuz.. realising who my true frens were ^^
actualli i'm not very sure whether the reason tat trigger off mi depression is tat person.. but i guess it is.. according to my mom, she say tat she realised i've been acting weird since sec 2 end, when we're split into classes.. cuz it's like onli splitting of classes, and i'm so emo about it.. my reaction was damn big, i cried n cried n cried~~~ dunno for wat. also not someone dying. LOL.
sch reopens and i closed myself up, i don't like the class.. i want to go back to sec 2's class..
retarded me.. i started lockin myself inside the house, sleeping and using com.. and my mouth just don't open much u see, it's sour^^ haha.. even towards dlacky i don't talk much le..
the com is my onli world~
the onli world i can not face reality.
don't mind bout those..
blogged here cuz i suddenly feel emo..
but i'm realli happy i've got to know these bunch of retards.. haha!!
althou i've no impression bout it, but my mom say they cared about me, came to my house n someone even consoled my mom.. lol
ps/: i wanna thank those who were there for me during tat period of time especially JOANNA WILLY AM a.k.a laoni.. (ops~ i mentioned ur name again) cuz she's the person who consoled my mom.. haha.. i hate to admit tis but i'm fortunate to know u k. =D but rather, i'm VERY fortunate to know nis, kok, cy and ln^^ like tat more fair la.. but today we be more generous k? give ln the honor, tsk.. must praise her more if not she won't do more gd things le.. wahahaha
goodbye ; 2/27/2007 09:00:00 PM
