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Wednesday, January 17, 2007;
what's wrong with some ppl?
they feel tat studies or education isn't important..
not that i'm those kind of ppl tat finds no education, no career those types..
if u've alr got a plan in ur mind of wat u wanna do.. go on, why not?
but since u have no plan at all for now, it doesn't hurt to do ur best now for ur Os rite?
at least next time u have a back up wat..
one doesn't have plans to retake Os even if the results are bad..
and she says tat it's ok, if no schs were to accept her, she'll make coffee club a career.. being a waitress for ur life is wat u want when u know u have better potentials to do better things?
but she's better, cuz i know she said all these to her mother cuz she's in a bad mood and doesn't want to face reality.
the other one said tat she feels like retaining..
or if retained is rejected, go to sec 5 NA..
she told me she feels like getting depression.. so tat she'll have a valid reason to pon classes..
she has been saying tat she wants to change her mindset.. but her next sentence to follow is.. "but if cannot den jiu bu yao change lo, no big deal."
she said:"if retaining 2, 3 years can make my future life happier, i find it worth.."
I asked her a few qns..
1. can she guarantee to me 2, 3 years is enough..
2. aft u've retained, would u study since u alr have tis kinda mindset..
3. if next time u were to look back, how would u feel about urself now..
having not finished any of tis sentences, comes an impractical ans shooting back to me.. which let's me feel like giving up on tis person. wat's wrong with her?
it's not like she has depression..
not tat she's sick..
it's all about e mindset la..
and since she's normal, why is she going around telling she wants to retain??
tgt with that bor chap attitude of hers.. pissed me off even more..
ya, i know how it feels to dread schooling.. cuz i'm a student too.
who in e world LOVES sch to death?
she makes it sound like i retained cuz i wanted too. DO I?
I DIDN'T WANT TIS BLOODY THING TO HAPPEN TO ME.
I'M STILL NOT OVER THE THING OF WHY HAS DEPRESSION CHOSEN ME.
i asked her to wake up.
sch has an age limit for u to sit for Os.
she said, it's ok, then i'll sit for it at tat age den..
DAMN NAIVE..
at least give some thoughts to ppl's advice instead of rebutting every sentence i've said.
not that i can't accept ur thoughts.. just tat it doesn't sound practical to me.
yes, to me.
it's ur life, not mine.
so y shd i care rite?
what for waste my saliva and get myself into ur rebuttals here n there?
i'm just kpo and tat's it.
and i'm stopping tat.
i didn't understand xinni's position n thought she's just benig touchy.. cuz she complained to me zhiyuan is simply incurable.
aft today.. thanks for the lessons man..
i'll not stick my nose into other ppl's business unless help is needed from me.
i might not give u the right solution.. but i'll be there.
provided if u know how to appreciate.i had wanted to pon afternoon lesson today, but i guess i just don't wanna be someone who have just told a person not to do sth, but i did it the next moment.that's hypocrite.DAMN.
goodbye ; 1/17/2007 09:09:00 PM
